When You Get Bored, Remember

GA on daddy’s porch , rocking chair June 27th 10pm

Like i’m waiting around for this thing to happen, then it dawns on me…

I am the very thing.

And I bring forth all that needs to happen.

My palms are magic magnets that act to attract these things that need to happen

for the energy of evolution to evoke.

My finger tips, beams of light, collecting in the seeds for my heart of harvest.

My eyes leading my mind to and endless line of questions only i’ll ever know.

You can never be bored in this mind,

In this flesh.

You have all you need

For a full plate of pleasure.

A field of desires brought to sweet fruition.

A blissing belly of all you can eat.

You have all need to have an over pour,

Remember that when wishing for something more.

Angeliq Aje

Dancing Taurus, Evolved

by Angeliq

She who has come face to face with the predator,

Who lives in the tunnel lodged in the back of the psyche.

Had dinner with her

And guided her majestically to defeat for desert.

She who is knowing,

and carried by the ancient souls residing in her bones.

She who seeps into her subtle body

when looking for guidance, wisdom, and courage.

She who is fed by her breath, the laughter of her sisters, and Earth.

She who is free and wild,

Both the beast and the swan.

She who lengthen with the well of compassion.

She who is precious and unruly.

Poised and unhinged.

She who survives

The storm of herself.

She who Is evolve

And never stops dancing.

She, the Taurus.

May 11 2022 9:48 pm. Moon Waxing 74% Virgo

Letters to my Past pt. 1

I am not the same wombman,

You once knew, loved, or envyed.

Her most fragile parts have died on

and the thickness of her fierceness has transmuted into a gentle grace.

I am not the same wombman

you once chased, mis/innerstood, or despised.

For her young ways have melted deep into her core,

Unraveled into a newness,

that’s foreign to anyone whom loved her once before.

I am not the same wombman.

And

I love this wombman ever more.

I am not the same wombman.

She grew into something sure. (more)

~Angeliq May 11 2022 9:48 pm. Moon Waxing 74% Virgo

What You See in the Mirror

This is for those of you,

Who don’t see god when you look in the mirror.

The unknowing ancient teacher.

Divine believer, modeled after Athena

but takes a look at homie with the rollex and 8 figures,

And think of themself as inferior.

This is for you,

Who doubts the magnified messages

Embedded deep in your sacral

For the significance of facilitating

This god for saken place.

This is for you,

Who mistakes the song of the red cardinal

As anything less than a rhythmic hymn

Sent down to bless the ears of an especial receiver

Better known as, You.

For those of you who don’t feel carried

By the wind of your ancestors

And feel them within the antics of your gestures

Let me ruffle my feathers

To remind of the power in yours.

Your celestial mind with so much goodness,

So much thinking, dreaming, and believing

So much imagination.

We even got some they don’t know how to label,

They call it junk DNA.

That’s one amongst many fables

Told about the red, black, and brown folks

Who come from all over.

Up top, West, East, and down under

You come from a long line of folks

Labeled as the beginning.

So let it be intristic,

Your knowings, your winnings

Your sacrifice, and forgivings

Let it be sure as much as it is pure.

Angeliq 3/5/22

Question of Goodness

Lovers and losses

Moments suited 

In the absence of time. 

Drink swallow settle. 

Orange red green.

You ever noticed,

Life’s one rotating trilogy. 

Everyone left hand out,

for the medal of honor.

But if the good was only but done

for the final reward,

was the good ever good at all? 

~Angeliq Aje

Mornings Alone

Mornings alone

are always sentimental,

deep and thorough.

Inquisitive and explorative.

I run through all the faces

in the back of my subconscious,

unconsciously,

trailing to a remembrance/ of

the events from the day before.

Cycling through,

the last taste I felt on my tongue

before rolling over.

The next steps ill take,

to who knows where.

Those rising steps

always to the bathroom,

smell of shea and patchouli.

I declare

Today will be beautiful.

by Angeliq Brock. 9:55am Feb 18, 2022

“Breath”

Life’s evanescence publishes great mystery 

Your breath produces sweet sounds

In/ out In/out In

The great calm dance I have found

Sometimes staggered 

by honking cars and triggered voices 

the rustle of the trees bring me back to myself 

the softness of the ocean 

brings that calm dance about 

In/ Out In/ out in

Deep and full

With relaxed shoulders

I close my eyes to watch the greatest musical ever seen.


By Angeliq Aje 3:33pm 02/07/22


 

104

Thought forms full of you grandma,

and your thin cracking wooden floors,

and your juicy green grapes that grow  right outchea on the side lawn.

Down in Montecallo,

where the air smells like southside.

Your voice singing, 

"i’m doing the best I can." .

I’ll never forget your 100th year of life,

you said you made it this far 

by/ "minding my own business"

104.

104 years  on this soil 

then back under  the womb  of earth.

Half the years in rhythmic resilience,

drinking from the  water fountains labeled 

“Black.”

Teaching every child to love and learn themselves  no matter the tone of flesh.

I hope to live as full as you, grandma 

i’ll do all the things 

that’ll make you and granddaddy proud.

my forever angel.

Your Angel

 

“In My Bag” performed in Brooklyn NY October 17 2021

 
 

Excerpt from “In my Bag” by Key Written by Angel

You see me flow 

effortlessly and ridden of restriction 

some didn’t think I could run  

this far

that my feet would lead me to scarred

ends of dead ends, dead ends 

now

cause see Our story be written in the color of divinity

shades of shortcomings 

though hues of heighten energy 

My synergy has uplifted me 

and inner spirit has granted me 

Peace ‘Freedom and clarity

You know what that feels like?

To be in your bag of joviality?

To be so free

To Inner stand your inner entity 

To be in your pocket of prosperity

You see Im no longer combating 

parts of me.

More so like liberating all of she

Cause see when I curb myself from condition  

Ive detached myself from circumscription

And for this make air more breathable for us all 

Am I right?

When you less uptight you loosen the tension of the space 

You stand in

less caved in 

You become unbound like the waves of the ocean,

If you listen closely you’ll leave with the potion.

Angeliq Aje

“Self Reflection”

Swindle in and out my sight of vision

like the owl whom wishes not to be seen

I see myself in her eyes

owning the elements of a chameleon 

and deeply intimate with my darkness

flush all the falseness out my temple 

and wipe me true 

undress any fabrication you see 

accompany me bare pure and smooth 

for the sake of the you in me

pick me from the pit of self pity 

and like a mirror 

dust the dirt from my eyes

to look inside your own.

Angeliq Aje 11/16/21 12:12 plane to punta cana

“light and airy”

light and airy

be made unweary

floating on my highs

ease in my eyes

and a softness of my thighs

no matter how far life pushes sway

nature finds a way

to pull me back to self

Angeliq Aje

A Rising Walk and Cry September 29th

Yesterday I went outside for my rising walk with Prince my chihuahua 

And I cried three times 

Once at the moon that was waining bright and high at ten in the morning 

I find beauty in what baffles me 

Again at a stream of water glistening under the sparkle of the sun

The pattern was so astonishingly blissful 

I almost envied the stream in that moment 

How it was surround around so much ugly, dirt and trash of New York

And still thriving in untouchable glory 

The shiniest thing on the block

I cried again at another stream flowing untouchable

This one had grass wheats growing from the cornered concrete 

I stopped here for a well five min

Soaking in all her glory

to another passenger it may look like I’m dreaming over pavement

But I was stuck at a few impressive aspects of the picture

First the grass growing from the concrete

That could be me

Dedicated to push through no matter how solid and detailed the barrier may be 

No only did life find way to penetrate forward

But it found way to push forward elegantly and with grace

The sparkles in the water were like of diamonds made by the shine of the sun 

It reminded me all of possibility.

Angeliq Aje

A poem about an old friend August 20 2021

Eye kiss you with both eyes open 

to see how my flesh up against yours

makes you melt inside 

I hold you with both hands 

so you feel carried in my palms 

your goosebumps, raised hairs, and glossy eyes..

forward me to forget the notion, of time 

Freeze me put in your potion

I unravel you in light 

so the picture taken in mind

lasts a lifetime. 

Framed in grace

your songs feel like warm honey 

sweet and sounds good on any day

freeze this feeling of admiration 

I love you 

as in i’m here for you 

I love you

as in I see you

I love you 

As in I never let you drown

I put my best efforts forward 

To shift your frown into smile

Allow me to surprise you 

Make the trip worth your wild.

Angeliq Aje

Night Alone by Angeliq Aje

I have given of myself 

to myself in full

and some nights i’m just not enough for me 

why do we need a witness to observe our catastrophes?

lying in bed wishing there was more flesh wrapped around me

I despise days that feel like looping 

at the end of the night i’m always searching for words

to describe the day i’ve painted with my own two hands.

Saturday Rising Adura

I will love me. 

I will evoke a richness in me wealthier than any dollar- the wealth of an unshakable peace and endless fire of joy. 

I will accept each loss as a lesson and see it in accordance to my destiny-divinity.

 I will see to my highest head to lead the palms of my feet to my roots, to my growing.

 I will plant seeds for the fruit of my legacy. 

I will taste the rain and empathize with the intensity of the wind and flames of fire. 

I will see myself in these elements and be a partner to the mother to my earth. 

I will be water. 

I will flow with nature and never against the trueness of my essence. 

I will cherish every moment of this existence because it is mine and no one else’s. 

I will source inward, because in me lye all possibilities. 

I will listen to the birds while they are still here. I will dance any chance while I still can. 

I’ll choose love while chance is still lingering in the air. 

I will place my presence in pureness because my body told me so and i’ll dive deep in my darkness just to find the light. 

I will surrender to the head of my heart and be lead by love. 

I will live while I am still blessed with this precious breath.

Ase. 

Angel(iq) Aje

@AngeliqBrock

Letter to a friend

September 23 2021 2:22pm

What do you say to self to soothe

the scabs created by oneself?

One broken heart or punctured ego.

How does one step foot into the space of trust 

Again, when its caved in on her before?


Caved in,

It feels welcome when 

you tell me I hear you.

And after then 

warm me with support 

to ease my tension 

of sharing some words I stash in the back of mind.

And then slide me your shoulder.

Cause without showing you,

you see this boulder sitting on height of my chest 

and my silent scream of desire to lay it to rest.

Help me,

friend

Confess, instead of congest.

Hold me divine reflection,

accountable for evolution into the truest thought form.

So We may birth the most glory creations.

And so then

What feels like mayhem 

and confusion when alone,

Will begin to feel a lot like heaven 

and the deep end won’t feel so eerie,

in fact it’ll be a lot more like home. 


Angeliq Aje

@AngeliqBrock

Today is another chance.

To learn the world better. To plant new seeds. To unlearn the mistakes of yesterday and water the lessons of last week.  To listen most fully and to innerstand more. To tell more clearly . To fall. And to attract more tools to stabilize thyself . To fuck up. And to figure it out. Today’s a new day to collect new blessings. To open all eyes wider and hear my waking breath as nothing less than refreshing. 

To today’s testing,

and the beauty crowned upon all my endeavors.

Angeliq Aje 11:11 am 9/15/21

Free-er

When life opens up its womb for you and you dive fully and fearlessly into expansion. Revealing and finding new selves

..I feel free..er.

Nesting in the most noxious parts of my wombman just to climb out as tall as the trees.

I go deep as the ocean, and just as earth, eye may deny you access to the fullness of my waters

I may be soft and light in pressure, but don’t mistake my gentle for inability. I strike hard as she, holding the capacity of a tsunami. 

Angeliq Aje

@AngeliqBrock

I AM

I am all that I am

All eye experience imbue & discover

I am full like the moon  

a wholly wombman

I am every dance i’ve danced and every word I speak

I am the love given to me in letters and kisses

I am all the shots i’ve made and all the misses

I am the wind hugged round you when I wish you ease

I am too the girl cradled on one knee 

asking thy self of an unconditional 

unequivocal un- restricted n restrained

kind of Love

I am the lighthouse and the shadow peaking through

I am all of the above and none of them at all

I am many things 

Inclusive of you 

All versions of my selfhood 

inclusive of the un yet recognizable 

I am many layers beyond this flesh 

I am the pain festered and released from my chest 

I am too the 1 that shall 

Be.

I am too the one that is 

All of me be free

even the me’s you don’t want me to be.

Angeliq Aje

“Untitled”

Tell on yourself in between every word

I see you in your glance 

each time reminding me of your dimension

layered in love and covered in subtlety 

accompanied by the perfect amount of tension

the difference in you is what brings me 

coming and coming again 

back to the back of my mind

find me in my thoughts

dipped in everything

at the forefront is time

balancing balls of possibility

just to see which outcome has the nicest rhyme.

august 11 2021 mid day

Moon n Libra -waxing

dance with me..

Unfolding and folding 

into the best me I can embody 

in this human life.

An eternal cycle,

shred and restore 

shred and restore.

This dance is much more joyous 

with the universe in all her understandings 

as my partner,

with each one’s footing

adding a piece in rhythm.

A dance of Oneness.

So do say yes,

abundantly and with ease

and take my hand in this dance 

called life and time,

where will leads us to the sky 

and clouds string us through blurs of hellos and goodbyes

I miss you 

and i’ll see you next times.

Angeliq AJe

07/25/19

Reveal Me

Unravel me, reveal the layers

and see to my soul.

Expose my truth,

twist and twirl in this toll

called Life

and experience me wholly.

Instead of layers of lies.

If I show you the real me,

we may obtain soul ties.

When you see me,

see all of what’s underneath

cause that physical me,

shell shift and switch and fleet.

And what’ll be left of me drifts beyond what eyes may see.

It’s soul deep

and the secret is

she’s the real treat.

Angeliq AJe

evening of June 15 2021

Without Love

Without Love

Life would be a stream unflowing.

It’d be a dance with music and no movement.

It’d be the greatest story you can’t tell your person.

It’d be a pale silent film with minimal emotion.

Without Love, my story has no purpose,

no intent and no meaning.

Without Love, we are still in unsurity.

Gapped in fullness,

and left yearning for human support.

Without Love there is no light.

Without Love there is no Life.

Angeliq

June 11 2021 In Air NYC —->LA

Trust In Love by Angeliq Aje

Trust in love

leaves me carried in faith

along the move on

my heart has journeyed through tunnels

I’ve heard this song before

I’ve rewritten the lyrics in bundles

time and time again

Trust in Love

keeps me forward in Hope

keeps me from sinking back and down under

after my love stars

proved to be covered by the clouds

when it all feels unreachable

Sit still and let love reach you.

05/22/21 Full Moon in Scorpio

“Deeper than words” by Angel(iq)

Words can only take us so far in expression. Especially the common language of America. We reach a halted point, from there energy carries out the assignment of telling. Sometimes there are no words to tell how I am feeling. There’s just this thick energy, exuding from my auric field asking to be felt and innerstood. Sometimes my flesh filled expression is a better indicator than this sentence, this I love you, or this I am sorry. These words may better be heard in my eyes. They hold a promise to always tell the truest story.

What sparks your energy?

Love spark me up

and leave behind a flickering fame

fill me up

until bliss overflows

and still then

don’t stop showering me.

From all directions

Leave me wet in my wondrous truths.

Angel(iq) Aje

“Don’t Be Scared of the Dark” by Angel(iq) Aje

The darkness is my friend

the to and entry way

to the light

to where people deem its right

to lay and stay

for the end of eternity

but the darkness is where we be,

a lot of the time

so why don’t we spend that time,

diving into the depths of the mind,

and i’m sure we’ll see and find,

what we long yearn for,

the Key.

“Love Is The Cure”

Get up and do some good

exchange a smile with the stranger

across the room

that purity may permeate

into a thousand souls

across the way

extend a wave

to the man holding anger in his limbs

for that may alleviate the ache

of an entire bloodline

exude the medicine of a peaceful man

It is Love. It has always been Love.

~Angel(iq) Aje

there’s a spark

awaiting to be lit

within you

and enough water

to balance you afloat

let this laughter

carry you on for centuries

eternity lasting for infinity

be my energy

Divine, High, and Whole

be my destiny.

"Balance” by Angel(iq) Aje

A letter to my Grandfather

On the sunset of April 8th 2021

The skies opened up for you Grandaddy.

You soar amongst the birds

wave through the waves

of the ocean to serenity and bliss

You speak through memories and moments.

the bloodline of my lineage has gained an angel

and i’ve gained a beloved ancestor.

Blessed Be

Deepest of Honor

to our newest hand in protection

Guider of Grace

Erskin Standifer

We hold sacred space

for you now and eternally.

Love

your Grandaughter

Angeliq

Thursday April 15th 2021 Dawn

here then there

in natural flow

first we be here, then our flesh go 

the in between(s)

fall & rise 

for the finale

dance & chance 

encapsulate the breath of blissful moments

& carry them as sacred memory 

for i’ll remember you as you remember me

pure and filled in Love 

for it be our destiny 

to give just that

and to have just that, Love. 

April 16th 2021

Free

“I water my plants every morning

like I’m watering me.

By divine decree

I evoke the violet flame,

transmuting all negative energy,

relation & condition

flowing out of me.

Here is my surrender.

Gaia and guides,

lead me to where I am free.”

~(Angel)iq Aje

Sun People Inna Black Land

Sun People

you know those folks,

Black people, God people.

Connected to source.

Breathing with my brothers,

brings me solace.

Eases this feeling

of needin’ to be angry.

Just as the soul run deep to a cold,

Our blood run deep to a hurt.

So we ache, yes.

We also be Blessed.

With Power, Melanin, and Soul.

We be Beautiful & Brave.

Angeliq Aje

Wombmxn

We be Indigenous Wombmxn.

Native to this land of earth.

We be powerful & poetic.

We be True.

Soft as Sonia.

Strong as Sojurner.

Truth run in our blood,

bleeds the aura of Oya.

Flesh emitting a shine so bright.

A yellow of Oshun.

Accenting the green of the Earth.

Rainbow We Be,

exuding all colors.

Deep and Rich

in Spirit, hear my soul sinnnnng.

Shaded variations of Greatness.

We be Great.

Keep your head low,

move on by they said.

Don’t be too loud,

you’ll cause a scene, they said.

Why subjugate me to blend in, I said.

Why the fear of being seen? I said.

We be fluid.

We be unapologetically

taking up space,

with grace you may read

spread upon my face.

All this time,

We Be The Most Divine.

All this time,

We Be The Most Divine.

All this time,

We Be The Most Divine.

Please don’t ask me to hide

my glory nor my shine.

Angel(iq) Aje

Shine Indigenous Wombmxn. by Angel(iq) Aje

Grounded in deep.

Indigenous wombmxn,

knowing she extraterrestrial.

Holding the magic they tell you is fiction.

Guided by my celestial

body, knowing,

I can do it.

Here to make it Heaven.

I can do it,

cause god lies underneath my brown limbs.

And yours too.

So open up

and let the light you hold shine through.

Janurary 1 2021

falling upward

Slipped upwards to my angels.

I asked of them, lead tribe and me

through and to

for and with you,

New Earth.

I bend my knees and cradle to your call.

Silenced by the sun.

I take my om.

Om. Om. Om.

Taken in by Terra

Made familiar with her roots.

I too became her tree.

Just as the seedlings,

I strive to be.

Knowing and deep in her grace.

Tall and ever giving life.

that is me.

Angeliq Aje Jan 03 2021

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Above : Angeliq captured by Yuki Wand styled by Dylan Wayne

December 14 2020 10:20pm

Engage in what brings you bliss.

Humans stick to the consistency of  battle, opposition, and indecisiveness. I want an easier life than routine conflict. I crave peace and clarity. Serenity feeds me comfort. Laughs feed me light. And it is absolutely achievable, to live a life of bliss. I chose it. I chose the Universe, and because I do, I know she chooses me. This, aligning me with my desires. It’s a give and give trade between the Universe and I. I follow her, by following intuition. I am an extension of God frequency on this physical plane, thus my intuition is connected to source. I chose the sun cause sun chose me. And I pray to never stop confining in Earth, for she sources me and provides for all.

Even when man can not,

The trees will. 

December 14 2020 8:49pm

The trees will source me,

and breathe with me too.

They’ll console me

and whisper sweet wind songs in my ear.

The water they need will fill me,

and the berries they birth will grant me joy.

Thank you Earth.

Endlessly.

For without your supply,

I would not be. 

Angeliq Aje

Angel captured by Aysia Marotta November 2020

Angel captured by Aysia Marotta

November 2020

Purity

 

I am Womb-man.

Before she,

with Gaia’s grace

I am Hu-man.

Just like the Earth,

made up of

profound sea,

sinuous winds

& grounded minerals.

Precious in perfection.

Pre- experience,

like tabula rasa.

Much like baby’s first minutes of life,

Pure,

until lived,

then Peace become internal.

And thus must be worked for.

Unto me, i call forth serenity.

For it is my duty,

to customize my reality.

I call forth deliberate Love,

unhurried

cause why rush something worth waiting for?

Pure Love

Pure love

as pure as the trees

and my brown skin

radiant as the light emitting

from the sky,

from the sun.

We come and thrive.

Let us bask in the elements

provided by source,

instead of the matter made by man

I hold deep thanks and gratitude.

for she is All reason.

December 20 2020

Angel(iq)

“be natural. remain in your truth.”

— (Angel)iq

“Smile at every opportunity presented with light

or a lack of

there which may lye abundant growth

or the opportunity for

that, or be shifted off course

though, its all aligned

all written in story

to each, our own

perfectly painted

glittered in gold

and many other hues

all encompassing the spirit of you.

Be ready and at Peace.”

— Story by Angeliq

Future Lover

Shout out to my lover

You elicit fiery hope in me.

Leave me curious & open

unafraid to raise cover

even makes me wonder

how could i ever satisfice

for another.

~(Angel)iq

Tree Without Roots

Nov 22. ‘20 10:33am

For what is a tree without roots. 

Like Melanin without soul.

Stay connected by choice. 

May this ancestral tie never cease 

to hold its grip.

For this connection feed me insight.

Inside, leave me full of light. 

Even in the darkened time, 

I chose to fully Love all of mine.

I chose to fully enlighten all of mind

~Angeliq