When You Get Bored, Remember
GA on daddy’s porch , rocking chair June 27th 10pm
Like i’m waiting around for this thing to happen, then it dawns on me…
I am the very thing.
And I bring forth all that needs to happen.
My palms are magic magnets that act to attract these things that need to happen
for the energy of evolution to evoke.
My finger tips, beams of light, collecting in the seeds for my heart of harvest.
My eyes leading my mind to and endless line of questions only i’ll ever know.
You can never be bored in this mind,
In this flesh.
You have all you need
For a full plate of pleasure.
A field of desires brought to sweet fruition.
A blissing belly of all you can eat.
You have all need to have an over pour,
Remember that when wishing for something more.
Angeliq Aje
Dancing Taurus, Evolved
by Angeliq
She who has come face to face with the predator,
Who lives in the tunnel lodged in the back of the psyche.
Had dinner with her
And guided her majestically to defeat for desert.
She who is knowing,
and carried by the ancient souls residing in her bones.
She who seeps into her subtle body
when looking for guidance, wisdom, and courage.
She who is fed by her breath, the laughter of her sisters, and Earth.
She who is free and wild,
Both the beast and the swan.
She who lengthen with the well of compassion.
She who is precious and unruly.
Poised and unhinged.
She who survives
The storm of herself.
She who Is evolve
And never stops dancing.
She, the Taurus.
May 11 2022 9:48 pm. Moon Waxing 74% Virgo
Letters to my Past pt. 1
I am not the same wombman,
You once knew, loved, or envyed.
Her most fragile parts have died on
and the thickness of her fierceness has transmuted into a gentle grace.
I am not the same wombman
you once chased, mis/innerstood, or despised.
For her young ways have melted deep into her core,
Unraveled into a newness,
that’s foreign to anyone whom loved her once before.
I am not the same wombman.
And
I love this wombman ever more.
I am not the same wombman.
She grew into something sure. (more)
~Angeliq May 11 2022 9:48 pm. Moon Waxing 74% Virgo
What You See in the Mirror
This is for those of you,
Who don’t see god when you look in the mirror.
The unknowing ancient teacher.
Divine believer, modeled after Athena
but takes a look at homie with the rollex and 8 figures,
And think of themself as inferior.
This is for you,
Who doubts the magnified messages
Embedded deep in your sacral
For the significance of facilitating
This god for saken place.
This is for you,
Who mistakes the song of the red cardinal
As anything less than a rhythmic hymn
Sent down to bless the ears of an especial receiver
Better known as, You.
For those of you who don’t feel carried
By the wind of your ancestors
And feel them within the antics of your gestures
Let me ruffle my feathers
To remind of the power in yours.
Your celestial mind with so much goodness,
So much thinking, dreaming, and believing
So much imagination.
We even got some they don’t know how to label,
They call it junk DNA.
That’s one amongst many fables
Told about the red, black, and brown folks
Who come from all over.
Up top, West, East, and down under
You come from a long line of folks
Labeled as the beginning.
So let it be intristic,
Your knowings, your winnings
Your sacrifice, and forgivings
Let it be sure as much as it is pure.
Angeliq 3/5/22
Question of Goodness
Lovers and losses
Moments suited
In the absence of time.
Drink swallow settle.
Orange red green.
You ever noticed,
Life’s one rotating trilogy.
Everyone left hand out,
for the medal of honor.
But if the good was only but done
for the final reward,
was the good ever good at all?
~Angeliq Aje
Mornings Alone
Mornings alone
are always sentimental,
deep and thorough.
Inquisitive and explorative.
I run through all the faces
in the back of my subconscious,
unconsciously,
trailing to a remembrance/ of
the events from the day before.
Cycling through,
the last taste I felt on my tongue
before rolling over.
The next steps ill take,
to who knows where.
Those rising steps
always to the bathroom,
smell of shea and patchouli.
I declare
Today will be beautiful.
by Angeliq Brock. 9:55am Feb 18, 2022
“Breath”
Life’s evanescence publishes great mystery
Your breath produces sweet sounds
In/ out In/out In
The great calm dance I have found
Sometimes staggered
by honking cars and triggered voices
the rustle of the trees bring me back to myself
the softness of the ocean
brings that calm dance about
In/ Out In/ out in
Deep and full
With relaxed shoulders
I close my eyes to watch the greatest musical ever seen.
By Angeliq Aje 3:33pm 02/07/22
104
Thought forms full of you grandma,
and your thin cracking wooden floors,
and your juicy green grapes that grow right outchea on the side lawn.
Down in Montecallo,
where the air smells like southside.
Your voice singing,
"i’m doing the best I can." .
I’ll never forget your 100th year of life,
you said you made it this far
by/ "minding my own business"
104.
104 years on this soil
then back under the womb of earth.
Half the years in rhythmic resilience,
drinking from the water fountains labeled
“Black.”
Teaching every child to love and learn themselves no matter the tone of flesh.
I hope to live as full as you, grandma
i’ll do all the things
that’ll make you and granddaddy proud.
my forever angel.
Your Angel
“In My Bag” performed in Brooklyn NY October 17 2021
Excerpt from “In my Bag” by Key Written by Angel
You see me flow
effortlessly and ridden of restriction
some didn’t think I could run
this far
that my feet would lead me to scarred
ends of dead ends, dead ends
now
cause see Our story be written in the color of divinity
shades of shortcomings
though hues of heighten energy
My synergy has uplifted me
and inner spirit has granted me
Peace ‘Freedom and clarity
You know what that feels like?
To be in your bag of joviality?
To be so free
To Inner stand your inner entity
To be in your pocket of prosperity
You see Im no longer combating
parts of me.
More so like liberating all of she
Cause see when I curb myself from condition
Ive detached myself from circumscription
And for this make air more breathable for us all
Am I right?
When you less uptight you loosen the tension of the space
You stand in
less caved in
You become unbound like the waves of the ocean,
If you listen closely you’ll leave with the potion.
Angeliq Aje
“Self Reflection”
Swindle in and out my sight of vision
like the owl whom wishes not to be seen
I see myself in her eyes
owning the elements of a chameleon
and deeply intimate with my darkness
flush all the falseness out my temple
and wipe me true
undress any fabrication you see
accompany me bare pure and smooth
for the sake of the you in me
pick me from the pit of self pity
and like a mirror
dust the dirt from my eyes
to look inside your own.
Angeliq Aje 11/16/21 12:12 plane to punta cana
“light and airy”
light and airy
be made unweary
floating on my highs
ease in my eyes
and a softness of my thighs
no matter how far life pushes sway
nature finds a way
to pull me back to self
Angeliq Aje
A Rising Walk and Cry September 29th
Yesterday I went outside for my rising walk with Prince my chihuahua
And I cried three times
Once at the moon that was waining bright and high at ten in the morning
I find beauty in what baffles me
Again at a stream of water glistening under the sparkle of the sun
The pattern was so astonishingly blissful
I almost envied the stream in that moment
How it was surround around so much ugly, dirt and trash of New York
And still thriving in untouchable glory
The shiniest thing on the block
I cried again at another stream flowing untouchable
This one had grass wheats growing from the cornered concrete
I stopped here for a well five min
Soaking in all her glory
to another passenger it may look like I’m dreaming over pavement
But I was stuck at a few impressive aspects of the picture
First the grass growing from the concrete
That could be me
Dedicated to push through no matter how solid and detailed the barrier may be
No only did life find way to penetrate forward
But it found way to push forward elegantly and with grace
The sparkles in the water were like of diamonds made by the shine of the sun
It reminded me all of possibility.
Angeliq Aje
A poem about an old friend August 20 2021
Eye kiss you with both eyes open
to see how my flesh up against yours
makes you melt inside
I hold you with both hands
so you feel carried in my palms
your goosebumps, raised hairs, and glossy eyes..
forward me to forget the notion, of time
Freeze me put in your potion
I unravel you in light
so the picture taken in mind
lasts a lifetime.
Framed in grace
your songs feel like warm honey
sweet and sounds good on any day
freeze this feeling of admiration
I love you
as in i’m here for you
I love you
as in I see you
I love you
As in I never let you drown
I put my best efforts forward
To shift your frown into smile
Allow me to surprise you
Make the trip worth your wild.
Angeliq Aje
Night Alone by Angeliq Aje
I have given of myself
to myself in full
and some nights i’m just not enough for me
why do we need a witness to observe our catastrophes?
lying in bed wishing there was more flesh wrapped around me
I despise days that feel like looping
at the end of the night i’m always searching for words
to describe the day i’ve painted with my own two hands.
Saturday Rising Adura
I will love me.
I will evoke a richness in me wealthier than any dollar- the wealth of an unshakable peace and endless fire of joy.
I will accept each loss as a lesson and see it in accordance to my destiny-divinity.
I will see to my highest head to lead the palms of my feet to my roots, to my growing.
I will plant seeds for the fruit of my legacy.
I will taste the rain and empathize with the intensity of the wind and flames of fire.
I will see myself in these elements and be a partner to the mother to my earth.
I will be water.
I will flow with nature and never against the trueness of my essence.
I will cherish every moment of this existence because it is mine and no one else’s.
I will source inward, because in me lye all possibilities.
I will listen to the birds while they are still here. I will dance any chance while I still can.
I’ll choose love while chance is still lingering in the air.
I will place my presence in pureness because my body told me so and i’ll dive deep in my darkness just to find the light.
I will surrender to the head of my heart and be lead by love.
I will live while I am still blessed with this precious breath.
Ase.
Angel(iq) Aje
@AngeliqBrock
Letter to a friend
September 23 2021 2:22pm
What do you say to self to soothe
the scabs created by oneself?
One broken heart or punctured ego.
How does one step foot into the space of trust
Again, when its caved in on her before?
Caved in,
It feels welcome when
you tell me I hear you.
And after then
warm me with support
to ease my tension
of sharing some words I stash in the back of mind.
And then slide me your shoulder.
Cause without showing you,
you see this boulder sitting on height of my chest
and my silent scream of desire to lay it to rest.
Help me,
friend
Confess, instead of congest.
Hold me divine reflection,
accountable for evolution into the truest thought form.
So We may birth the most glory creations.
And so then
What feels like mayhem
and confusion when alone,
Will begin to feel a lot like heaven
and the deep end won’t feel so eerie,
in fact it’ll be a lot more like home.
Angeliq Aje
@AngeliqBrock
Today is another chance.
To learn the world better. To plant new seeds. To unlearn the mistakes of yesterday and water the lessons of last week. To listen most fully and to innerstand more. To tell more clearly . To fall. And to attract more tools to stabilize thyself . To fuck up. And to figure it out. Today’s a new day to collect new blessings. To open all eyes wider and hear my waking breath as nothing less than refreshing.
To today’s testing,
and the beauty crowned upon all my endeavors.
Angeliq Aje 11:11 am 9/15/21
Free-er
When life opens up its womb for you and you dive fully and fearlessly into expansion. Revealing and finding new selves
..I feel free..er.
Nesting in the most noxious parts of my wombman just to climb out as tall as the trees.
I go deep as the ocean, and just as earth, eye may deny you access to the fullness of my waters
I may be soft and light in pressure, but don’t mistake my gentle for inability. I strike hard as she, holding the capacity of a tsunami.
Angeliq Aje
@AngeliqBrock
I AM
I am all that I am
All eye experience imbue & discover
I am full like the moon
a wholly wombman
I am every dance i’ve danced and every word I speak
I am the love given to me in letters and kisses
I am all the shots i’ve made and all the misses
I am the wind hugged round you when I wish you ease
I am too the girl cradled on one knee
asking thy self of an unconditional
unequivocal un- restricted n restrained
kind of Love
I am the lighthouse and the shadow peaking through
I am all of the above and none of them at all
I am many things
Inclusive of you
All versions of my selfhood
inclusive of the un yet recognizable
I am many layers beyond this flesh
I am the pain festered and released from my chest
I am too the 1 that shall
Be.
I am too the one that is
All of me be free
even the me’s you don’t want me to be.
Angeliq Aje
“Untitled”
Tell on yourself in between every word
I see you in your glance
each time reminding me of your dimension
layered in love and covered in subtlety
accompanied by the perfect amount of tension
the difference in you is what brings me
coming and coming again
back to the back of my mind
find me in my thoughts
dipped in everything
at the forefront is time
balancing balls of possibility
just to see which outcome has the nicest rhyme.
august 11 2021 mid day
Moon n Libra -waxing
dance with me..
Unfolding and folding
into the best me I can embody
in this human life.
An eternal cycle,
shred and restore
shred and restore.
This dance is much more joyous
with the universe in all her understandings
as my partner,
with each one’s footing
adding a piece in rhythm.
A dance of Oneness.
So do say yes,
abundantly and with ease
and take my hand in this dance
called life and time,
where will leads us to the sky
and clouds string us through blurs of hellos and goodbyes
I miss you
and i’ll see you next times.
Angeliq AJe
07/25/19
Reveal Me
Unravel me, reveal the layers
and see to my soul.
Expose my truth,
twist and twirl in this toll
called Life
and experience me wholly.
Instead of layers of lies.
If I show you the real me,
we may obtain soul ties.
When you see me,
see all of what’s underneath
cause that physical me,
shell shift and switch and fleet.
And what’ll be left of me drifts beyond what eyes may see.
It’s soul deep
and the secret is
she’s the real treat.
Angeliq AJe
evening of June 15 2021
Without Love
Without Love
Life would be a stream unflowing.
It’d be a dance with music and no movement.
It’d be the greatest story you can’t tell your person.
It’d be a pale silent film with minimal emotion.
Without Love, my story has no purpose,
no intent and no meaning.
Without Love, we are still in unsurity.
Gapped in fullness,
and left yearning for human support.
Without Love there is no light.
Without Love there is no Life.
Angeliq
June 11 2021 In Air NYC —->LA
Trust In Love by Angeliq Aje
Trust in love
leaves me carried in faith
along the move on
my heart has journeyed through tunnels
I’ve heard this song before
I’ve rewritten the lyrics in bundles
time and time again
Trust in Love
keeps me forward in Hope
keeps me from sinking back and down under
after my love stars
proved to be covered by the clouds
when it all feels unreachable
Sit still and let love reach you.
05/22/21 Full Moon in Scorpio
“Deeper than words” by Angel(iq)
Words can only take us so far in expression. Especially the common language of America. We reach a halted point, from there energy carries out the assignment of telling. Sometimes there are no words to tell how I am feeling. There’s just this thick energy, exuding from my auric field asking to be felt and innerstood. Sometimes my flesh filled expression is a better indicator than this sentence, this I love you, or this I am sorry. These words may better be heard in my eyes. They hold a promise to always tell the truest story.
What sparks your energy?
Love spark me up
and leave behind a flickering fame
fill me up
until bliss overflows
and still then
don’t stop showering me.
From all directions
Leave me wet in my wondrous truths.
Angel(iq) Aje
“Don’t Be Scared of the Dark” by Angel(iq) Aje
The darkness is my friend
the to and entry way
to the light
to where people deem its right
to lay and stay
for the end of eternity
but the darkness is where we be,
a lot of the time
so why don’t we spend that time,
diving into the depths of the mind,
and i’m sure we’ll see and find,
what we long yearn for,
the Key.
“Love Is The Cure”
Get up and do some good
exchange a smile with the stranger
across the room
that purity may permeate
into a thousand souls
across the way
extend a wave
to the man holding anger in his limbs
for that may alleviate the ache
of an entire bloodline
exude the medicine of a peaceful man
It is Love. It has always been Love.
~Angel(iq) Aje
there’s a spark
awaiting to be lit
within you
and enough water
to balance you afloat
let this laughter
carry you on for centuries
eternity lasting for infinity
be my energy
Divine, High, and Whole
be my destiny.
"Balance” by Angel(iq) Aje
A letter to my Grandfather
On the sunset of April 8th 2021
The skies opened up for you Grandaddy.
You soar amongst the birds
wave through the waves
of the ocean to serenity and bliss
You speak through memories and moments.
the bloodline of my lineage has gained an angel
and i’ve gained a beloved ancestor.
Blessed Be
Deepest of Honor
to our newest hand in protection
Guider of Grace
Erskin Standifer
We hold sacred space
for you now and eternally.
Love
your Grandaughter
Angeliq
Thursday April 15th 2021 Dawn
here then there
in natural flow
first we be here, then our flesh go
the in between(s)
fall & rise
for the finale
dance & chance
encapsulate the breath of blissful moments
& carry them as sacred memory
for i’ll remember you as you remember me
pure and filled in Love
for it be our destiny
to give just that
and to have just that, Love.
April 16th 2021
Free
“I water my plants every morning
like I’m watering me.
By divine decree
I evoke the violet flame,
transmuting all negative energy,
relation & condition
flowing out of me.
Here is my surrender.
Gaia and guides,
lead me to where I am free.”
~(Angel)iq Aje
Sun People Inna Black Land
Sun People
you know those folks,
Black people, God people.
Connected to source.
Breathing with my brothers,
brings me solace.
Eases this feeling
of needin’ to be angry.
Just as the soul run deep to a cold,
Our blood run deep to a hurt.
So we ache, yes.
We also be Blessed.
With Power, Melanin, and Soul.
We be Beautiful & Brave.
Angeliq Aje
Wombmxn
We be Indigenous Wombmxn.
Native to this land of earth.
We be powerful & poetic.
We be True.
Soft as Sonia.
Strong as Sojurner.
Truth run in our blood,
bleeds the aura of Oya.
Flesh emitting a shine so bright.
A yellow of Oshun.
Accenting the green of the Earth.
Rainbow We Be,
exuding all colors.
Deep and Rich
in Spirit, hear my soul sinnnnng.
Shaded variations of Greatness.
We be Great.
Keep your head low,
move on by they said.
Don’t be too loud,
you’ll cause a scene, they said.
Why subjugate me to blend in, I said.
Why the fear of being seen? I said.
We be fluid.
We be unapologetically
taking up space,
with grace you may read
spread upon my face.
All this time,
We Be The Most Divine.
All this time,
We Be The Most Divine.
All this time,
We Be The Most Divine.
Please don’t ask me to hide
my glory nor my shine.
Angel(iq) Aje
Shine Indigenous Wombmxn. by Angel(iq) Aje
Grounded in deep.
Indigenous wombmxn,
knowing she extraterrestrial.
Holding the magic they tell you is fiction.
Guided by my celestial
body, knowing,
I can do it.
Here to make it Heaven.
I can do it,
cause god lies underneath my brown limbs.
And yours too.
So open up
and let the light you hold shine through.
Janurary 1 2021
falling upward
Slipped upwards to my angels.
I asked of them, lead tribe and me
through and to
for and with you,
New Earth.
I bend my knees and cradle to your call.
Silenced by the sun.
I take my om.
Om. Om. Om.
Taken in by Terra
Made familiar with her roots.
I too became her tree.
Just as the seedlings,
I strive to be.
Knowing and deep in her grace.
Tall and ever giving life.
that is me.
Angeliq Aje Jan 03 2021
Above : Angeliq captured by Yuki Wand styled by Dylan Wayne
December 14 2020 10:20pm
Engage in what brings you bliss.
Humans stick to the consistency of battle, opposition, and indecisiveness. I want an easier life than routine conflict. I crave peace and clarity. Serenity feeds me comfort. Laughs feed me light. And it is absolutely achievable, to live a life of bliss. I chose it. I chose the Universe, and because I do, I know she chooses me. This, aligning me with my desires. It’s a give and give trade between the Universe and I. I follow her, by following intuition. I am an extension of God frequency on this physical plane, thus my intuition is connected to source. I chose the sun cause sun chose me. And I pray to never stop confining in Earth, for she sources me and provides for all.
Even when man can not,
The trees will.
December 14 2020 8:49pm
The trees will source me,
and breathe with me too.
They’ll console me
and whisper sweet wind songs in my ear.
The water they need will fill me,
and the berries they birth will grant me joy.
Thank you Earth.
Endlessly.
For without your supply,
I would not be.
Angeliq Aje
Angel captured by Aysia Marotta
November 2020
Purity
I am Womb-man.
Before she,
with Gaia’s grace
I am Hu-man.
Just like the Earth,
made up of
profound sea,
sinuous winds
& grounded minerals.
Precious in perfection.
Pre- experience,
like tabula rasa.
Much like baby’s first minutes of life,
Pure,
until lived,
then Peace become internal.
And thus must be worked for.
Unto me, i call forth serenity.
For it is my duty,
to customize my reality.
I call forth deliberate Love,
unhurried
cause why rush something worth waiting for?
Pure Love
Pure love
as pure as the trees
and my brown skin
radiant as the light emitting
from the sky,
from the sun.
We come and thrive.
Let us bask in the elements
provided by source,
instead of the matter made by man
I hold deep thanks and gratitude.
for she is All reason.
December 20 2020
Angel(iq)
“be natural. remain in your truth.”
— (Angel)iq
“Smile at every opportunity presented with light
or a lack of
there which may lye abundant growth
or the opportunity for
that, or be shifted off course
though, its all aligned
all written in story
to each, our own
perfectly painted
glittered in gold
and many other hues
all encompassing the spirit of you.
Be ready and at Peace.”
— Story by Angeliq
Future Lover
Shout out to my lover
You elicit fiery hope in me.
Leave me curious & open
unafraid to raise cover
even makes me wonder
how could i ever satisfice
for another.
~(Angel)iq
Tree Without Roots
Nov 22. ‘20 10:33am
For what is a tree without roots.
Like Melanin without soul.
Stay connected by choice.
May this ancestral tie never cease
to hold its grip.
For this connection feed me insight.
Inside, leave me full of light.
Even in the darkened time,
I chose to fully Love all of mine.
I chose to fully enlighten all of mind
~Angeliq